Your lips are moving darling I know your saying something It's revolutionary But I'm not listening honey Casual conversation I'm going through the motions Inside I'm dieing baby I think I'm going crazy The judges nudge each other They nod in recognition Their conscious responding To this divine condition Inside my head I hear a choir of angels screaming Why don't you What's the matter? Why Shh I try to myself No I mustn't let it show Shh I gotta keep control (Oh) [Music] You gaze into my eyes and I know your seeing something It's revolutionary but your not listening honey A different hear and now I breathless to expectations I'd like reassure it Don't look my hands shaking They talk about me darling Their voices loud as thunder It's all that I can do to Keep me from going under If you could hear a voice My upper lasting corner Relentless mother-a-fucker Why Shh I try to tell myself No I mustn't let it show Shh I gotta keep control (Aw) yeah yeah And every second I'm awake And every second I'm survive And every ounce that I posses (Oh's) Every second that I'm hear Every second on the edge Every second I could blow Uh uh uh uh What if I feel them coming Smash you a thousand pieces What if I gave all up? And gave it all away Would you say I was crazy? Would have let a minute Would you embrace me darling? Or turn and runaway [Music] Shh I try to tell myself No I mustn't let it show Gotta keep control Shh I try to tell my self Oh I mustn't let it show Oh I gotta keep control Oh I try to tell my self Tell my self Tell my self Tell my self What am I living for? Oh Oh I gotta keep control Oh No no no no no no no no Oh Yah yah yah yah Oh What I am living for