This afternoon I woke up with
A sudden urge to say something
To take back the damage done
To help me rewrite all the wrongs
I ask myself, 'what did I say?'
'What did I do to provoke this change?'
I know I'm not the only one
So here's my call to arms
I'm at a loss of what to do
When I see you in a crowded room
My heart and mind leave me confused
I need a hit, adrenaline
Wake me up to kick it in
I know I'm not the only one
I'm still waiting
For the right time to cut you out
I'm second guessing
Everything I've known about myself
And I can tell there are pages out there
Waiting to be filled
With the rest of my life
I wish I had the strength to stand
On my own two feet and ask
For you to try, to try your best
To stay away from all my friends
I've got a minute, more than one
To talk about where we went wrong
I know I'm not the only one
So here's my call to arms
Even if this is our goodbye
I'll say to myself, "well, at least we tried"
Finding hope in something lost before we knew
I can't believe what we were hiding
From each other until it seemed ready
And I still can't forgive you
