There are things I'd like to say that I've said too many times before things I should have done instead of looking for a way to get out 'Cause you'll never know the sorrow I felt or the hours I've laid awake thinking about just what you said how could you know how I felt? I never took the time to figure it out or see how the problems arose I tried to blame the two of you I can only blame myself for the pain we felt There are words I should have spoken but I kept my fucking mouth shut instead words would've made the difference but they always stayed unsaid 'Cause you'll never know the sorrow I felt or the hours I've laid awake thinking about just what you said how could you know how I felt? I never took the time to figure it out or see how the problems arose I tried to blame the two of you I can only blame myself for the pain we felt Why won't you ever see? Why won't you even see? Why won't you ever see? Why won't you even see? it's not just me it's not just me it's not just me it's not just me