C.C.M

Sterilized

C.C.M


It's raining again outside 
And the more you get near 
The more you scare me 
I gotta go 
I see your face 
There's something really out of place 
You're not exactly real 
But those wet sheets 
Are building up something 
I cannot break 
You're just condemning me... 
Closed 
Trapped 
Sealed in a bulletproof test-tube 
Can't you hear me moan 
What's inside's not alive 
"Counting the days to live" you say 
But who's counting days to die 
Zero gravity in my head 
I see the struggle inside your body 
Facts, mechanisms you can't escape 
Germs crawling on walls of flesh 
Tell me it's okay no it's not too late 
My empty expression like a pet begging compassion 
Face it now mastakes burn like a drug invasion 
Closed again, crying again, hurt so much, so much inside 
You know things I shouldn't hear 
Things I shouldn't have known 
Tell me it's okay not it's not too late 
I pick up the receiver, what do I hear? 
A sound of emptyness no degree of help 
Long, darker line control "it happened overnite" 
People walking up and down 
They don't know me and don't care 
Hear the sound of endless steps 
And then it just happens again 
Kick my life away 
Show me no just reason why 
Zero gravity in my head 
It's throbbing like a subway train 
Fear is creeping everywhere 
Like your nice perfume becomes steam 
Tell me it's okay no it's not too late 
Hear the sound of pouring rain on metal 
Completely sterilized 
Ready to bite 
Sound steps faces fear fear steps faces fear fear fear 
FEAR IS MAN'S BEST FRIEND