Destructive and desperate what will it take what needs to happen to make you see that you're killing yourself and destroying me. by destroying yourself... you're killing me this self destructive course is this the one to end it all this self destructive course do you really want to end it all I know you're going through hell so am I. you've got a lot of pain I can see it in your eyes can't you take a moment maybe talk things out no you won't listen. are you really in control is that what you want? I don't think so it's not what I want and I don't think you care.