It's tearing me apart from the inside out. They sit and laugh as I die. I have made a martyr of a long gone love. Hearing the voices keeps me alive. All the while, preparing for this to end. A slow painful murder, (kill me now) I’m sinking and I cant reach the surface. He enjoys my pain. Laughing as I suffer at his unforgiving hand, My insides tear from his horrific grin. Oh, I know what you are, You are the end of me. This won't happen again, No not again. (Last request: say goodbye) Running away from the fucking pain.