our little boy is four years old and quite a little man so we spell out the words we don't want him to understand like T-O-Y or maybe S-U-R-P-R-I-S-E but the words were hiding form him now tears the heart right out of me (chours) our D-I-V-O-R-C-E becomes final today me and little J-O-E we'll be going away i love you both and this will be pure H-E double LL for me oh i wish that we could stop this D-I-V-O-R-C-E watch him smile he thinks it's Christmas or his 5 birthday and he thinks C-U-S-T-O-D-Y spells fun or play i'll spell out all the hurting words and turn my head when i speak cause i can't spell the way this hurt that's driping down my cheek (repeat chours)