carobae

cry for help!

carobae


Trying, swear that I'm trying
Feel like I'm dying
Feel like my head is gonna explode
I can't look in the mirror
Now that it's clear
I don't know who I am anymore
Buy whatever you're selling
Make me feel better
Better but not for my mental health
Am I learning my lesson?
Leave me a message
This is a cry for help

Time is a motherfucker
You blink and the next thing you know it's
Just another summer
You spend trying to hold on to some type
Of childhood-like wonder
It's slipping away
You're never the same as you once were
Motherfucker

I'm good til I start shaking
Empty my savings
'Cause I give more than I ever take
So stressed that I get obsessed
Holding all my breath
Trying to kill that part of my brain
That thinks the world might be ending
But it's still spinning
God I think I'm gonna fall right through
I'm not so sure I've been living
Something is missing
This is a cry for help

Time is a motherfucker
You blink and the next thing you know you're
One out of a number
You try making something of yourself
Failing, then try harder
It's slipping away
You're never the same as you once were
Motherf'

It's slipping away
It's slipping away

Time is a motherfucker
You blink and the next thing you know you're
Screaming underwater
Nobody can hear you so you push
It all down even farther
It's slipping away
You're never the same as you once were
(As you once were)
As you once were
(As you once were)
As you once were
Motherf'