I, I wish I were numb I wish, wish I could not feel Feel this anymore All of the thoughts that lie deep in the pit of my messed up mind They guide me blind, guide me blind All of the ways that I waited for one to find flaws in my My made up high How can one do the damage of a thousand on their own, their own How can all of the world feel like an army on my soul, my soul I think I’ve bottomed out, I think I’ve bottomed out Feels like the bottomed now Could I go deeper down, I think I’ve bottomed out Feels like the bottom now Can’t fix this I, I don’t have the air I don’t, don’t know how to breathe Breathe in like before All of the thoughts that lie deep in the pit of my messed up mind They guide me blind, guide me blind All of the ways that I waited for one to find flaws in my My made up high How can I, how can I How can I, how can I How can I, how can I Oh, how can I fix this Oh, how can I How can I