Didn't see the signs They were in front of your eyes Fear surrounding me Walls are closing in Finally I break these chains My halo drifts away Sorry for failing you I was never good for you Tried so many times to leave this All fucking behind This is who I am, I know the truth at last Don't blame yourself This is a choice I took myself Cherish all our times, remember just my smile I'm not ready to come home So show me some hope The writings on the wall If you're reading this letter It means I'm gone My last words live forever This is my farewell For all of those who slightly cared Words are drenched in blood I hate what I've become This is my farewell For all of those who truly cared Words are drenched in blood What have I be become? I'm not ready to come home So show me some hope The writings on the wall If you're reading this letter It means I'm gone My last words live forever I'm leaving this behind The pain that blinds my eyes The ink is running out I'm reaching for the gun I'm not ready to come home So show me some hope The writings on the wall If you reading this letter It means I'm gone My last words live forever This is farewell