You told me to smile so I smile on command You told me to scream so I did it again I jump when you say cause I thought you would lead But now you’ve crawled in my mind and you’re not planning to leave If you come, if you go, if you stay, I’ll remember your face either way I used to be an angel Now I’m angel dust I lay on my side just to give him a reason Yeah I drink every night just to make it seem easy If I don’t give him his way he just cuts off my wings Am I a fucking disgrace? That’s what he wants me to think I’ll skin the skin I’m living in No one ever told me it would be like this Yeah I wanna feel better, but I just don’t fit I got it No one