Eyes are blurry Didn't get much sleep Tossed and turned Nightmares haunting me So I drive A thousand miles To find I'm losing my ground Save myself Where neons grace the night Hanging on To find what's right What we dream Is who we are Finding out What's worth my star Where did I go? I lost myself in Hollywood Spinning out of control I'm out of control What did I do? To lose myself in Hollywood? I'm out of control Yea, I'm out of control Count the knives in my back Count the times that I've crashed Count the blessing I've held Where do I find myself? Count the people I know Count the lies that I've told Count the memories What do they see in me? Coexist Find my way Lock myself inside this room for days And as I drive Over city lights I can finally breathe for the first nights Where did I go? I lost myself in Hollywood Spinning out of control I'm out of control What did I do? To lose myself in Hollywood? I'm out of control Yea, I'm out of control Count the knives in my back Count the times that I've crashed Count the blessing I've held Where do I find myself? Count the people I know Count the lies that I've told Count the memories What do they see in me? And I'll save What's left of me And I'll stay To give what's left of me Have what's left of me. Count the knives in my back Count the times that I've crashed Count the blessing I've held Where do I find myself? Count the people I know Count the lies that I've told Count the memories What do they see in me? Count the knives in my back Count the times that I've crashed Count the blessing I've held Where do I find myself? Count the people I know Count the lies that I've told Count the memories What do they see in me?