There you go again refreshing all the pages that were left unread Never to be read Perhaps the memory of technology will fill in this role for me I never even knew Just how much I've been disconnected But I think I've always been this way From the people that disappoint me To the places far behind me I wonder what is left That has not been touched By the hurting of loss and struggling? Constantly reminiscing Maybe that's why it feels like We are wasting time We're just wasting time It appears we're all insane Chronically weaponizing shame For if I were to stare into a mirror I might gouge my own eyes But still, we must feed the machine To give our life some meaning What's most important in our lives Is how I'm perceived on the screen (Huh) From the people that disappoint me To the places far behind me I wonder what is left That has not been touched By the hurting of loss and struggling? Constantly reminiscing Maybe that's why it feels like We are wasting Someone tell me a story from years long gone Paint the scene with every detail that you can recall Don't skip ahead, I want every part of it What treasures will we find? I will live for now Not live for then If I forget this moment I know there will be more I promise you that sometimes you will forget things But do not let them tell you, if you do not remember Then did it ever happen? Did you ever changed? Who you are and what you'll be has more to do with your next breath From the people that disappoint me To the places far behind me I wonder what is left That has not been touched By the hurting of loss and struggling? Constantly reminiscing Maybe that's why it feels like We are wasting From the people that disappoint me To the places far behind me I wonder what is left That has not been touched By the hurting of loss and struggling? Constantly reminiscing Maybe that's why it feels like We are wasting