Absent Illusion

Climbing on the stairs of life Through different phases I've been 
Recollections from the silent years To learn the facts of life and fool the 
perils of mind Then the voice of madness would lead me down 

Loosing my will Loosing my hope Thoughts of confusion Loosing my will 
Loosing my hope Absent illusion 
So the evil came at last Forever autumn dark and cold A screaming silence 
haunts me Frightened by reality and the way humanity became Memories will 
render you astray