Now you don't see me I have closed my eyes But now i am lost You closed your eyes Despair dancing in my heart As i ran to escape my tears I, i am alone, there is no god where i am Rise, the memories Now, i'm far away Feel, it's all so useless I, i blame life for all this I'm jealous, coming to grief Sometimes i'm not afraid Sometimes i wish you my pain And sometimes i hate And if i was a cat I would stare all the time With depth in my eyes Right into your stars Time flashes in your eyes Something bigger than life