Sometimes I feel so disconnected As if my life was a reflection Of all the things I never thought I'd be A thousand days I wake the same Feeling like I never slept The sting of repetition The same white ceiling, the same four walls On one of them is a door I've passed through many times But I've never left I drink sometimes To ease my mind And dull the pain It never lasts Never takes me anywhere I have nowhere to go I don't know just who my friends are Everyone seems to be so far From wherever it is I ended up Sometimes I feel so disconnected As if my life was a reflection Of all the things I never thought I'd be A thousand days I wake the same Feeling like I never slept The sting of repetition The same white ceiling, the same four walls On one of them is a door I've passed through many times But I've never left