And I can't kill the trend, but I'll never stop exceeding all expectations I've set for myself. And I'm numb to it now, all the thoughts of what I could have been before my hopes went down the drain. And I'm stuck in this routine of misunderstanding and struggling to live with uncertainty. And it's not the same, there's no pretending that this is the way life was meant to be for me. And I'll never stop again. And I'll never stop believing in myself, because I know that I can climb to the top and become what I've always dreamed that I would become. And I'll take back control of my life again. And I'm stuck in this routine of misunderstanding and struggling to live with uncertainty. And it's not the same, there's no pretending that this is the way life was meant to be for me. I now know what I was meant to do and it does not concern the likes of you. I now know what I was meant to do, but it's not the first test of strength that I've went through. You we're not meant to bring me peace at all. I must face this by myself, I must stand tall. I must stand tall or not at all. I must stand tall. And I'm stuck in this routine of misunderstanding and struggling to live with uncertainty. And it's not the same, there's no pretending that this is the way life was meant to be for me.