Born into this world I learned the bitter truth About living in a world of war Since I was a child I was always drilled to kill Constant rejection of my free will Impelled by their wrath They rear troops of rage Biological warfare – I shall become their gun My childhood controlled by their lies My innocence raped by their ignorance No individuality – Domination of the group My childhood, torn to shreds Absurd phrases Raven my thoughts Despondency takes command Black despair compels me Destroys me Pestilence Pointless malediction I’m the spawn of their malevolent nation My war starts at the sharp end I have to face what they call ‘fiend’ Now I’m a weapon Without a choice Who is the villain? Who is to blame? I wait a second and I aim In my ballistic curve There is just my head I’m no longer part of this terror I’m no longer part of this disease Salvation by suicide