Father, forgive me for you know That I've been always sinning I take no interest partying with my liquor Fucking up my system Excuse my language, that's a hang up On how shity I've been feeling I'm sorry I feel no attraction And now that it's been a minute 'Cause I've been From all the happy moments to the mad From all the sappy moments to the bad Breaking your shell just like pistachio nuts Cause you were sad like the last one to come through Left so fast, yeah, he done through Only took a month to find another one To call his one boo Like a nightmare come true Even though that was true So much as to undo All the pain you've been through Now I feel, now I feel Now I feel, now I feel Got me sitting in this party thinking Bout' you nigga thinking bout' me hardly So I'ma be blunt But there's blunt in my mouth So I'm spaced out blazed out Got me in the yard laying face down Now I'm from the waist down How I've got a ways down Got to try the ways down I just need you in my life to be on that right track Let me long ago so that you'd be right back A while back when I was blind like a wild bat Now I feel, now I feel Now I feel, now I feel All this weight on my shoulders Put this weight to my pin I stay heavy bodied Because of the shape that I'm in And no I don't baby take all these washes Rickisid the pain And I'm in a lot of pain And I fidgeted in the rain All the minutes in the rain From her faces dirty look From all her friends dirty looks From her parents dirty looks Give myself, this is my biggest fear To put it through What I did to make it disappear Now I feel, now I feel Now I feel, now I feel