Why'd you make me feel so bad Why'd you make me feel so bad Why, why How do I feel Same as it ever was You stay silent in the day Taste blood, taste pain I'm not even sure I want you When you walk away, I defuse And I love every part of you How does it feel Closer when we're apart I'm still not used to this It's not easy, I'm sober How do your years betroth me I'm so tired and no one can see Your weakness is making me stronger Kill at the bone, live in the sheets alone Kill at the bone, live in the sheets alone And I needed this more than I thought I did Needed this more than I thought you did Needed this more than I thought I did Needed this more than I thought you did And I waited on your lover And I loved the way you talked Now all I feel is heavy And we're just terrified There's no blame Who would talk and tell it all I don't wanna know you anymore, no