I count my blessings The same way I bite my tongue I keep the better part scared of what I could do I follow a narrow path shadowed by the truth If just a part of me is holding back Do I make a difference Guide myself along By yielding to the least resistance Lack of capability and an unwillingness to learn Compassionless sack of filth Feelings bred by the curse If I could ever learn to bite my tongue Would I make a difference Still I guide myself along By yielding to the least resistance I lack the drive and the passion Seeks heart for it to burn Compassionless antagonist You will always be perverse It doesn't mater what I say or what I do I can only feel when I isolate myself from you It's for the best you hold me back Degradations allocation forces my vision back I settle my issues one on one My toughts avert being overrun Not long before the violence ensues Can you feel it I bite my tongue I count my blessings The same way I bite my tongue I've never had the glass shatter Never all at once I keep the better part scared of what I could do I follow a narrow path shadowed by the truth I start to hallucinate But the feelings are all the same I swallow my pride But my feelings regurgitate