Sometimes i lie awake So lost for words So lost to tell you how i feel So terrified of changing what i thought was real It's too bad You're gone It's too bad You're not alone You're so lost for words There is something more I know what you feel deep inside So i will find my own way There's one reason in the end I always ask myself how can i save my fuckin' day Tell me i'm your friend but you're wasting your breath That is too bad I lie awake Should i give up?! I search my destiny for my heart Should i give up?! You're so lost for words You're fuckin' lost, you fuckin' whore More than a friend? No way!