Incessant Surveillance

Everything I do. 
Everything I say. 
Everything I want. 
Everything I was. 
Dreams of disease. 
Dreams I recall. 
I cannot hide. 
You see it all. 
I try to hide from this thing inside of me. 
It's a disease and I don't like what I see. 
Nothing you did. 
Nothing you said. 
Nothing you need. 
Nothing you were. 
Dreams of release. 
Dreams you defy. 
Hurts you to see? 
Just close your eyes! 
I try to hide from the thing inside of me. 
It's a release but I think it's killing me.