I Lied I Believe

I destroyed all the controls of life secure and safe 
And I killed all the answers on how to kill time 
I ripped all the relations with all I was related 
I lied all the reflections which I believe were mine 

I lied 
I lied I believe 

I've brought so many things in to bend my consciousness 
I've brought so many things home which I've never really needed 
I spoke so many words without any meaning 
I lied straight in the face which I believe was mine 

I lied 
I lied I believe.