I wasnt born this way I been living a lie they say Somebody brought me to my knees well, I had everything So tell me would you please, how could I possibly have needed, so much more The thing I was craving Was some kind of lady So I might find a friend And all the aching in my muscles as they hurt oh wont you put my hands to work to ease my mind And you realise in a moments grace You've been unravelling the fabric of your coat And you pick a line down the wall and trace Till the end And when you walk back sorry with a fallen body like you should No I'm not gonna die this way Maybe it was was the mould you see That was knocking the wall in me That I forgot just what it was that I had needed to be for all the time id given Maybe I forgot what livin was now for And you realise in a moments grace You might just already be onto something good And you pick a line on a call and trace Because you can And when it comes back heavy Youll be more than ready like you should Cause I am not gonna die this way Through a crack in the road it sprung A seedling warm and young Stretching out for the sun Its almost in, I'm giddy. For this time I might be winnin As the moving lights that time of year lay still And as my body changes pace I seem to know again that I'm not gonna die this way Oh ill hold my misses in a bed of kisses like I should 'Cause I'm not gonna die this way