I'm eating dinner alone I'm writing face down on the table Crossing vowels spilling over consonants I'm waiting hungry like a drone for something worth moving for Why am I so still, so shrill? Why can't I show what I'm made of? Dirty socks fill my drawers Empty glasses provide company I make this mess so I can lift my hands for the inclination I've had enough of the heat I want to wear my coat again How can I erase what I have misplaced? I am so glad that you are not around I am sleeping alone To the sound of war drums And the voice in my head speaking in third person I seem more so like a dream but I can't get it right I rewrite over and over and over Why can't I just fall in your line? Why can't I just see that light? Cause I don't believe in war or God or poetic ammunition I've had enough of the heat I want to wear my coat again How can I erase what I have misplaced? I am so glad that you are not around I'm so fucking sick of exit signs Kevin slow down this is my exit I just want to be no one else but me Cause I am too proud to take advantage of your privileges Your privileges I just want to be no one else but me 'Cause I am too proud to take advantage of your privileges Your privileges I just want to be no one else but me 'Cause I am too proud to eat another meal alone I'm writing face down on the table Crossing vowels spilling over consonants