Oh Oh ohohohoh oh Oh ohohohoh oh Oh ohohoh oh Oh ohohohoh oh And on and on I write to you to tell you true Not that I used to be just like you Because I'm still confused and ill Relief relief I wish I was a boy 'Cause all I do Yes all I do Is try so hard to get better But see, people like a freak show They don't want to see a kid grow Go from fucked up to normal And on and on and on And on and on and on And on and on And on and on and on And on and on and on And on and on and on And on and on Oh ohohohoh oh Oh ohohohoh oh Oh ohohoh oh Oh ohohohoh oh And on and on So what does it provokes the voice that I misspoke When family heirloom broke on the doorway It should've been my hand I'm not a good man I try so hard I try so hard to be one And so, I look out to you But fuck I hate you too You gave me everything I ever wanted And see I like to watch things burn And see what might return A phoenix Arises from the ashes And on and on and on And on and on and on And on and on And on and on and on And on and on and on And on and on and on And on and on Oh ohohohoh oh Oh ohohohoh oh Oh ohohoh oh Oh ohohohoh oh And on and on Not everything can be light and bright and filled with color See somethings that are just black and white and dead or duller Open up your windows and feel outside The rain is falling steadily through the night Drops and constellations as one oooh Take of all your clothes and run oooh Until you are good and gone and turning into nothing Its like a rising Sun oooh Gotta look away and back again oooh To understand the changes that we are going through oooh It goes on and on and on And on and on and on And on and on and on And on and on and on