I've been waiting here awhile, I've been waiting like a child for you here. For all them have gone home and I am so cold. I fear numb. Ave Maria What a fairly bluish hue. My hands won't seem to move and the sky is oh so brand new. All them are still home and I am not cold. I am numb. Ave Maria Give myself time to make up a reason you're dreaming. All the pools of my own life are stagnant. Who's drinking me? I saw this fade away. All the confusion I felt was tragic and tired me. And the nagging in my head from panic is clearing. I saw this fade away...and go on more. My finger's up, my time is up, sick fuck what are you trying to prove? All I had becomes just that. The rodents will be drooling soon. Faith is leaving, hope receding. I never thought to fight and lose. I guess I'll see you when I see you. I will wait here for you.........here. Give yourself time to make up a reason why.