Ay, yo, remember me? It's Rick Dahrouge, the losa' The drug abusa', the kid who used to wanna shoot 'cha Walkin' through the halls wit' my long hair like I didn't care When all you other cornballs would just stare Seventh grade, I got sent away to rehab When I got back, a drug addict reputation's all I had After that I cut off all my homies, chilled by my lonely All the stupid teachers used to stone me I wasn't only wild and bad, see I was sad too But couldn't understand 'cause my parents was mad cool Takin' Special Ed up in the rug room with some retarded kids [Neptune?] was like a zoo Ask E-Bass, he was in there with me too And I got mad love for cus', 'cause he helped to get me through I've been doin' the wrong damn things for so long Had to write 'em all in poems and songs and move on 'Cause I got insecurities, some uncertainties I'm perfect just like everyone else, I do it perfectly The only one who's hurtin' me is me, you see I go against my own will and indulge in impurities 'Cause yo, I got insecurities, I'm not too sure [?] People always tellin' me that I need some therapy The only man who's scarin' me is me, you see I'm worried about me hurtin' you, but not you hurtin' me Hyperactive attention deficit Dirty [?] the kids your moms wouldn't letcha play with But a lot of stupid shit I did, other kids did too I used to try stuff that even young Slim would never do I used to trip out off of all sorts of cough syrup Believe me, I tried all the cheap highs you hear of From Freon to gasoline to butane I know that some of that shit had to fry my brain But somehow, I managed to maintain some brain cells Often found myself inside of a jail cell When I got home, back in my room is where I dwell You got fond memories? Well, my teen years was Hell For the most part, I stayed clean, but smoked weed And eat a lemon, seven-fourteen when things get extreme 'Cause I got insecurities, some uncertainties I'm perfect just like everyone else, I do it perfectly The only one who's hurtin' me is me, you see I go against my own will and indulge in impurities 'Cause yo, I got insecurities, I'm not too sure [?] People always tellin' me that I need some therapy The only man who's scarin' me is me, you see I'm worried about me hurtin' you, but not you hurtin' me Now I hear sirens when I think thoughts of violence Sometimes when I sit in silence, I start cryin', man I ain't lyin'. Yo, I'm really fuckin' tryin' Don't ever wanna take the blame for someone else dyin' So, you see, kid? I ain't about killin' shit But like Wu, when it comes to my neck, I must protect it I wanna wreck shit every time that I'm neglected It's hard to "forget it" and "dead it" when disrespected So pray I do the right thing and stop striking Quick as lightning, I'm like a stone cold viking After all, it's the insecure man you should look out for He's more prone to killin' your fam so lock your damn door 'Cause I got insecurities, some uncertainties I'm perfect just like everyone else, I do it perfectly The only one who's hurtin' me is me, you see I go against my own will and indulge in impurities 'Cause yo, I got insecurities, I'm not too sure [?] People always tellin' me that I need some therapy The only man who's scarin' me is me, you see I'm worried about me hurtin' you, but not you hurtin' me