When soaking rain pours down from the sky
I want to stare into bright sunlight until im blind
When I feel the warmth of the Sun on my skin I wish for heavy rain
To wash away all sorrow, to drown myself and all light
I cant feel myself
I am one of the ghostfolk
Slowly dying. Fading away
Into darkness with every breath I take
With every word I waste I suffocate and lose
All connection to my former life
An invisible veil cloaks me softly
It surrounds me and paints everything grey
Lethargy calls me, it reaches for me. I waste my time waiting
The days float by - merciless- while dreams lie frozen in time
A hail of tears cuts through the blackest nights and happiness is swallowed whole
