My blood boils, clenching my fists with rage Revealing my hostility Should I embrace this hate Clouding my thoughts with anger As my impatience grows Uncertain of the outcome No sense of self-control Cold eyes stare, hollow and empty Trying to erase the past, replace the envy Antagonistic peace of shit, so full of bitterness Integrity is what you lack Disgraceful, your pleasantry A shallow senseless ploy You try to see if I'll fight back Impulsive, relentless and full of mal intent Sheltered and anchored within you Complex, with animosity I don't know what the fuck you want from me Is this just part of an excuse Clouding my thoughts with anger Clenching my fists with rage Uncertain of the outcome The loss of self-control, control