My lapsed heart Descends in somber degrees Plagued by the depravity Of those who never bleed Shrouded yet unknown In an abyss so bleak It mirrors the shadow of my soul And now even the sun before me shivers Emitting glacial rays From frigid heaven in rivers This black aura Hunting the life in me Through this suffocating reality Only irreverence is conceived The apocryphal phase Dogma in obscurity Those who knelt to the sun Now absent like verity A cold catharsis A doctrine of reverie A dulcet reality Achieved only in our dreams