I act out this part This isn't happening I'm dropping my cover I'm cracking my shell This isn't happening I search all over This isn't happening I panic, i pace I tried this I tired every night I tried this I felt the rain I tried this I kept it true I tried, i tried... This isn't happening I think about you I dream, i fantasize This isn't happening You live inside of me This isn't happening This isn't happening Those words are something i cannot kill Have i done it again? Have i done it all again?