Self-medication, self-depreciation, so separated Can't take it Humiliation, the feelings never mutual, never mutual No communication, no ventilation And my mind is racing And I can't keep up, no I don't catch up 'Cause I can't catch up to myself (to my) When you hide, how you feel inside It'll eat you alive Eat you alive, eat you alive I don't want to hide, how I feel inside Won't let the lies Eat me alive, eat me alive As I turn the pages With these empty statements that I share with strangers Can't keep up Act like you don't need love Act like you don't need touch Then you act like you feel drugs, but you don't need drugs There's a reason why you always feel this hunger inside Don't feed the demons 'cause the darkness tends to come to the light And if you're running you'll be running for the rest of your life, life 'Cause when you hide, how you feel inside It'll eat you alive Eat you alive, eat you alive I don't want to hide, how I feel inside Won't let the lies Eat me alive, eat me alive