Blacklodge

Depressive Winds

Blacklodge


Time, Precious thing escaping from my hands 
Turns my dreams into sand
Bitterness,mediocrity taste I thought I'd die with the sun 
My depressive winds are blowing on me 
As I'm trapped in the path of my destiny 
Shame, Failure 's stench torments me with pain 
Agonising pride ends its reign 
Bitterness,mediocrity taste I thought I'd die with the sun 
My depressive winds are blowing on me 
As I'm trapped in circus of tragedy 
Cold…I see the last sunbeam dying 
Another frightening evening 
Tonight I must avoid blades
If ever my sanity fades 
There is so few alternatives
To my disappointment 
Do you know what the relief it gives 
To be sometimes extremely violent? 

No! Let's have a drink before 
Alcohol makes me clearer 
And I have so much things to forget 
I feel tonight to research a young target 
I must find a young young angel 
To remember my innocence 
Oh lovely little girl It's not your day of chance 
I must find a young young angel 
To give my life a sens 
Oh lovely little girl 
Feel my malevolance 

Tears of time 
In her blood I wash my defeats 
Purify 
In her womb I search my spirit 
Recognize 
She listens to her future mates 
Crying entombed in my garden 
She's not the first one 
Oh no,Ididn't want to do that 
I am sorry I just need some company 
I just wanna some love 
End. Learns me I'm no longer immortal 
Traumatising event poisons my soul 
Bitterness, mediocrity taste I thought I'd die with the sun 
My depressive winds are blowing on me 
As I know death will not forget me.