As I turned my eyes
To look into my inner self
I found not even darkness
Freedom is the greatest fear
Under control of the void
No sleep offers peace
And this dream of cold steel
Forced onto human flesh
The light beat of a heart
Like ashes in a storm
The chaotic compulsory will
Is safer than my open desire
This should be sense?
Then life is worthless
No more tears for this world
As I turned my eyes again
To look into my inner self
I found not even darkness
Demise is not my fright
But continuation
The embrace of emptiness
Never free me
I am scared of this thought
Never look at me
Can you call this a soul?
Never touch me
I am used to the pain
Never will I turn my eyes again
For there is not even darkness
Am I … the void…?
