Descending in the valley of sins I know I'm not alone Spectral presences around me Where the silence is destructive And only now I know who I am Nothing is rational ... Nothing is conceivable Lying down on the freezing ground In the disturbing peace of my senses And I don't need to die to relish its taste Every whisper of wind ... Every leaf that falls Is like a tormented scream That lights a smile on my face And when I'm blind a terrible litany reaches me To give me pure sensations of violent grief The mind is free from every thought And it forces to return Transforming my breath in a still empty tomb I've arrived at the portal, where I brought with me ... ... The disturbing truths and the violent sins Here my energy is unattainable Transforming my breath in a still empty tomb