I live in sickness I live in spinning The whole wide world is a carousel I stood in line And now the ride's beginning I could still do so much more if I don't kill myself I live in nausea Eternal nausea In a spotlight shaped like a spiral I'm in the bible God's favorite idol 'Cause the whole sick world loves to smile I feel sick I still feel sick I still feel sick I feel sick I still feel sick I still feel sick Smile like a rainbow Smile like a crescent Moon Just keep doing what you're doing (Okay) Just keep doing what you're doing Smile like a crack in the earth Like a curse Like a corpse Like a wound Smile like a rainbow Just keep doing what you're doing Cum-stained black hoodie Grey soul and static in my eyes Try to see the future But I'm not sure if it applies By the water in a pissed-in miniskirt Trying to see the world through the anhedonia Feels kinda like my soul is burnt Too late, too late, if only, uh We're not like the other girls This shit's too evil to be stylish Don't tell me this is too dramatic 'Cause I live inside it I feel sick (Just fucking try it) I still feel sick I still feel sick I feel sick I still feel sick I still feel sick I feel sick I still feel sick I still feel sick I feel sick I still feel sick I still feel sick I feel sick