Sitting here all day, awake all night, building my own hell Happy memories I cannot find looking into my self No Joy, just the blame Tears start fall again Living my own hell this I've choose, tired of wait For some sympathy for the issues that I have created No youth, no faith But hope isn't gone away Tomorrow I may see Shiny wings and endless sky Death won't find me here And my life I will retrieve Years in the shadows Each day closer to hell Soon I will leave And my life I will retrieve Sitting here all day, awake all night, building my own hell Happy memories I cannot find looking into my self No Joy, just the blame Tears start fall again Tomorrow I may see Shiny wings and endless sky Death won't find me here And my life I'll retrieve