I started out having fun Moving up losing nothing But myself and in time I would find I'd rather die I've held on longer than I should I sort of thought he's the one Growing up loving someone Except me gave me none But a ton of useless cash Her wisdom never did me good Why am I insentient For a lover who punches Desperate All I want's some sleeplessness In this romance no romance in Our ocean You still waiting for the perfect time While I'm suffocating in and outside He's made me watch he's made me cry All of this in you I confide Pull me out while I'm still alive Why am I insentient For a love full of punches Desperate All I want's some sleeplessness In this romance no romance in Our ocean Why am I insentient For a lover who punches Desperate All I want's my sleeplessness In this romance no romance in Our nightmare