honto na no ka na? atarimae na no? shinjitsu o motometeru kuroi hako no nake de senaka ni hiyarito nanka iru dareka no kotoba ni obie uso bakari tsuite ita nani mo mienai kara hoka ni tayoru mono nado nakute umarete kita imi o toitadashi tsudzuketai ariamaru omoi wa kamisama mujouda mainichi ga kurikaeshi mezashita mirai ni nanda? tte nayandari takkan shitari konna boku ga arienai hisshi ni ikiro mezashita mirai miushinatte naitari kangaetari sonna boku ga kono mama hateshinai zenshin o nidoto nai hibi o kakenukero honne nanka sa arikitarida yo shinjitsu o kakushiteta shiroi heya wa itsumo mitareteru you de ochitsukunai abakareru koto jitai kowai shinjiru wa nan na no nani o kanji nai nara betsuni itamu koto nado nai no ni umarete kita imi o toitadashi tsudzuketai ariamaru omoi wa kamisama mujou da mainichi ga kurikaeshi mezashita mirai ni nanda? tte nayandari takkan shitari konna boku ga arienai hisshi ni ikiro mezashita mirai miushinatte naitari kangaetari sonna boku ga kono mama hateshinai zenshin o nidoto nai hibi o kakenukero kireigoto bakka ittatte shoumonai kakko warui anma iwanai kotoba sa boku wa boku da mezashita mirai ni nanda? tte nayandari takkan shitari konna boku ga arienai hisshi ni ikiro mezashita mirai miushinatte naitari kangaetari sonna boku ga kono mama hateshinai zenshin o nidoto nai hibi o kakenukero