Best Of Me

I can't see how things fall apart so easily 
Still I can't find forgiveness in my heart 
To let it go I look inside myself And what do I see?
Anger and hostility Falling apart. Keep it together 
Trying to make ends meet Frustrations got the best of me 
Things seem so black and white Just like it used to be
Searching for my confidence Searching for complacency 
It's got the best of me