I breathe the absence of life, in a part of every breath I take 
Inhaling afterthoughts of ruin...and regret 
So no hope remains as I take another glass of pain 
And I swallow knowing things will stay the same 
I see that everything has gone so wrong for me 
And I wait and see if I can welcome back the light 
I'm following the suffering 
And the ones that never heal 
They're a part of me and I can't just leave them behind 

So I cry these acid tears, as I weep for those like me 
The ones whose apathy, ahderes them to this fate 
So I lie awake and the bottle always calls my name 
With an offering that I cannot refuse 
Who will come to taste the quality of despair 
It's so sweet that I enjoy it time and time again 
is it charity that calls to me selling fragments of her soul 
Is a part of me foolish enough to indulge 

When the time comes let the blow come quickly and the blood run red 
I worry not 'cause I'm already dead 

So I'll not speak my last words 
For I've already said enough 
Their painted on the walls 
So will you bleed for me 
And together we will cross the sea 
Two for the ferryman to take our souls across 
I see that everything has gone so wrong for me 
And I wait to see if I can welcome back the light 
Following the suffering for the best parts of my life 
Now your rid of me 
But I'm not the only one.