Incipe memoriam Incipe abicere Desiste ab memoria Let me go numb Omitte nunc dolores Quid agis nihil moror Retineri non possum Let me go numb You were so good a liar And I was so in love | that I invited in the pain I had to learn with fire | after a flame is snuffed Only the ashes still remain Now that I fin’ly see you As you are | must I be forced to see you In every scar? Practicing blackest magic You cast a spell on me That even today is hard to break While it was turning tragic Part of me stayed deceived Part me clung to my mistake If I’m to survive | make a new life I need to become | totally numb