I sometimes hate you for what you've learnt to me
But I must admit I need it
I sometimes hate you for all the things you've told me
But you've made me what I am
I sometimes hate you for making me feel empty
As soon as you go your own way
I sometimes hate you for showing me reality
It's finally no make-believe...
I hold on tight to you when my world is collapsing
And I can't do without it
I always move backwards when my wings are unfolding
I ain't ready to separate
So reassuring your voice and words really appease me
I can't trust others' speeches
I hold on tight to you when my world is collapsing
And I can't do without it
I used to believe you were me saviour
Neverending nursing
I used to believe you were a deliever
But I am the only one
Who will bring myself to rise up
Endless search for light
Who will achieve, manage on my own
Welcome deliverance
I keep on searching for light everytime
You gotta leave me
