I never knew that this could be so hard. always in the dark, wondering. Who the fuck have i become. i always thought that i would know myself. Always in the dark. becoming what i never knew. who the fuck have i become? I'm never coming, always going and expecting the worst. Expect the worst. who the fuck have i become? I'm the exact person i hate. my words are venom. it's killing me from the inside out. Who the fuck have i become? I'm never coming, always going, i expect the worst. always in the dark. I hope i see that light again. Who the fuck have i become? What the fuck have i become? Condemned, imprisoned in, in my own head. I'm always, kicked down and dragged out by my own hand. No one should ever live this way. Who the fuck have i become? become. On one should ever live this way, never coming always going. Who the fuck have i become.