I opened up my mouth, i opened it up way too wide. There such a hole that some of my soul slipped on outside. And now there's nowhere to hide I see that look in your eye. As i try to shove it back, shove it back, back inside. I will lie to you until i believe and I will lie until it's all there will be. And i'll pretend until it fits like a second skin. And i'll reply each time this is how it's always been. And i will lie to you until i believe, i will lie until the lie is me. Out of control my soul my soul, i let it run out from within. There such a mess while i deconstruct, reconstruct, start again. Defective and disfigured and now you even know my name. As i try to keep it up, keep it up, play the game. I cry, i cry for the part i know i will never have again. I try, i try over and over again to stand true to the lie.