Sometimes I get anxious and fixate on how I wish that I could Be less apprehensive and start pretending like The time's not catching up with me Before I'm ready 'Cause I have so much left I wanna finish With no guarantee that Everything I'm chasing won't outpace me It's a race that I'm so scared of losing So I keep moving Isn't it strange knowing one day The people we become are going to fade? But what we create will survive when we are gone So even if I just make a fraction of a difference I'm almost certain, it will have been worth it I'm happy for the people who find comfort in a higher power Feel a sense of purpose in their certainty That there is more than all of this It makes me jealous But just 'cause I'm not saved In all the ways a person thinks I should be Doesn't mean I don't care if there's somewhere That might save a little room for me So I'm not lonely Isn't it strange knowing one day The people we become are going to fade? But what we create will survive when we are gone So even if I just make a fraction of a difference I'm almost certain, it will have been worth it Isn't it strange knowing one day The people we become are going to fade? But what we create will survive when we are gone So even if I just make a fraction of a difference I'm almost certain, it will have been worth it