A parking deck At 3 am He's on the other line Through fearful whispers He can tell that I am far from fine And honestly He might have saved my life that night The year 2007 I began to fight 'Cause you can't call a doctor and just Tell him where it hurts You weigh the choice to live or die And don't know which is worse Stumbling through darkness grasping for a shred of light Wrestling your demons till you reach the other side Others chalk it up to heartbreak or a passing phase In fitful sleep you scream I'm not supposed to feel this way I don't have answers But I made it through the rain And happiness is worth the temporary pain You can't call a doctor and just Tell him where it hurts You weigh the choice to live or die And don't know which is worse Stumbling through darkness grasping for a shred of light Wrestling your demons till you reach the other side You can't call a doctor and just Tell him where it hurts You weigh the choice to live or die And don't know which is worse Stumbling through darkness grasping for a shred of light Wrestling your demons till you reach the other side I'm older now I've learned so much But sometimes it hits me All at once That I I'm still a little broken On days when I'm trapped in my head Can barely get out of my bed I feel More than a little broken I think back to all those years ago And the night I almost lost control I never want to be that way again I've come too far From where I was back then And I know I'll make it through the rain I'll make it through the rain