Disbeliever

Why won't you come to me? 
I have nobody else. 
Dear lord, if you are there... 
tell me, what have I done. 

I only did, what I was told. 
They thrust the coins in my hand. 
How could I say no? 

I dream of nothing now... 
so dark, and full of pain. 
Now I can't even trust myself 
with this rope. 

Erase me 
I must die 
come to me 
come through me 
erase me 
I must die